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Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
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Female - Werewolf at that.
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 13, 2018 11:59:48 GMT
Finally, able to escape that very tense and emotionally charged class - she noted Remus nor Tonks ever came back, but that was okay. She walked for a few minutes before turning the corner leaning against the wall, eyes closing.
Her father had appeared before her. Revealing, basically, that Lyall Lupin was not as he was expected to be, even with having a respected position in the Ministry. It would explain why she hated the ministry and thought it was corrupt.
But, she also couldn't join Voldemort either. Fenrir was part of that group. The person who destroyed her and her brothers' life. Plus, how many werewolves were female? Even if... even if Severus pleaded for her life - she wouldn't be safe. she would be used as a tool.
She couldn't even trust Dumbledore.
She was stuck in the middle, with nowhere to go. She was attempting to carve out a place for herself, but it was looking bleaker and bleaker every day.
Perhaps that's why... even she wanted to experience what love felt like. Not a love between a brother and a sister--like she and Remus-- but something deeper, darker, more passionate.
She knew she had come on too strong, but in a way she was desperate. Lost. Alone. Remus had James and Sirius; regardless of how much he argues that.
She knew Severus would follow her. She wanted that.
She began to speak, knowing he was there, "it's not all that surprising, is it? For our father to hate us? Lyall Lupin, renown expert on Non-Human Spirituous Apparitions. With his coarse words against ... those like me. It only seemed right for Fenrir to attack his only two children. It was divine punishment at it's best."
"However, our father's hate for... them, soon extended itself to his own children."
She bit her bottom lip. "Most of my scars... are typical, from the transformations themselves. Some... some of them, are not."
She looked up at him, pain in her eyes. "He treats us like monsters. Burdens. Our only escape is here, at Hogwarts. We dread going home during the summer hols. I've begged Dumbledore to let us stay... he never does. He... he doesn't believe, thinks the scars are just all from the monthly transformations. Doesn't believe me that our father is a cruel person."
Her jaw works a moment, "Remus trusts him because he's allowed him to come to Hogwarts, allowed him to experience this. And it's been good. But... if there's one thing Remus and I share fiercely, it's our practicality."
"We both know, that being normal... just isn't possible for us. We've had a taste of normality here. A little bit of luxury in our terrible fate. We cherish it every day."
She stops talking for a few moments to look up at the ceiling, to pull in her emotions.
"Our father... he takes Remus; sends him to find other packs. Gets them to trust him. Then our father comes in and calls the Aurors. Gets them all sent to Azkaban."
"If Remus refuses him... he threatens to send me instead. I'm powerless to stop him, our father; and I fear... I'm not supposed to know that this is what's happening. I didn't know for a long time. But I overheard them one night. Remus doesn't know what I endure, while he's enduring his own terrible fate."
She squeezes her eyes shut and then pulls away from the wall, "I understand darkness. I understand feeling alone. I understand feeling hated. I understand feeling unwanted. I understand that no-one, under no circumstances, should know these things, but the world isn't perfect. We have to carve our own places. Make our own choices."
She takes a deep breath. "I understand the feeling of being stuck. I understand feeling lost. Life after Hogwarts for me... is a very scary thing. Unknown.... almost... impossible."
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Rose Lupin
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Post by Severus T. Snape on Oct 16, 2018 5:49:04 GMT
Severus did indeed follow her, listening to every word she said, taking it in and soon beginning to formulate exactly how to respond. First of all, their dad was terrible. Almost as bad as Severus's own father. However, none of that mattered in the end – all that mattered was the fact that he had made Rose upset, and therefore her father should be put in his place at some point. Severus was already formulating a plan to go to him, after he had joined the death eaters, and give that bastard a taste of his own medicine. He thought he would enjoy seeing Rose's father writhing in pain from a cruciatus curse.
However, for now, he had to deal with this right here. He couldn't go after the guy right now. He had to comfort Rose. He wasn't used to this sort of thing, and so it took him a bit of time to choose exactly what he wanted to say. He wanted to assure her of so many things, but he also didn't want it to be taken wrong – he needed to be careful how he worded it, or he would do more harm than good.
He took her hands in his and squeezed them tightly, trying to give her some sort of physical comfort. "I would hope life after Hogwarts includes me. Me there, taking you away from your father, towards a future where you can be happy. A future where we don't have to hide or hurt in the shadows any longer. A world where fighting back against parents like that wouldn't punish the child. The future I want is a future where we can be happy together and free, Rose. And I will do whatever it takes to get that future."
And right now, Voldemort was the answer to that vision of his future. He knew it was stupidly idealistic at times, but he also knew what he was capable of – what the Dark Lord was capable of. With such powerful wizards on the side of a brighter future (okay a group called the Death Eaters doesn't sound like it would bring a bright future, but he did believe it was that way), how could they lose?
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Dating
Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
15
Years
Old
Female - Werewolf at that.
Dependent
Purity
IS OFFLINE
248 POSTS & 2 LIKES
Played By: Emily Rudd
Ravenclaw
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 16, 2018 13:50:15 GMT
He didn't shy away from her.
Not like she would expect him to do so, but the tiny insecurities she has grabbed onto that thought, he didn't shy away, and was elated. She looked down at their hands and then back up at him, her words soft.
"Of course it does. I know that somehow, the answers lie within you." Freeing her hands from his grip, she placed her hands on the sides of his face, bringing him closer, foreheads touching. Her hands tangling into his hair. "I know my future lies with you. Getting there is the harder part."
She didn't seem to realize that, ever since she had fallen in love with him, everything she was keeping locked up, just seemed to put itself out there into the open. Her boggart, revealing her father's worst intentions; Remus', the full moon. She was sure the rumour mill would start, theories would be thrown about, and somewhere, someone would discover the dark secret of the Lupin twins. They would look at her, dating Severus Snape, and think 'well, that's fitting, isn't it? A werewolf dating a death eater.'
She kissed him, pushing away her darker thoughts, focusing on the present. "My love for you is a constant in this messed up world, helping me keep my sanity, lest I succumb to the darker thoughts that crop up from time to time."
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Rose Lupin
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Slytherin
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Post by Severus T. Snape on Oct 17, 2018 22:45:59 GMT
Severus shook his head. "Getting to the future isn't the hard part. The future will come whether we're ready for it or not. Shaping the future into what we want in the world is what is hard. And for that, for a world where people like you and I can live happily, I'll give anything. Sign my soul over to the devil if that is what it takes."
He held her close, his eyes drifting off to the most interesting spot on the wall. "Allow me to be the light in your life, the light to show you all the good inside of you. Everyone has bad stuff in their past. There will always be people who mistreat you, but I will also be here for you. Without end. What the world thinks doesn't matter. What anyone but you and I believe doesn't matter. If you didn’t have a brother, I'd suggest we run away to the country and forget all about this world. Just you and me. But… I know that can't be, so we must make the best out of what we can do."
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Dating
Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
15
Years
Old
Female - Werewolf at that.
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Purity
IS OFFLINE
248 POSTS & 2 LIKES
Played By: Emily Rudd
Ravenclaw
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 18, 2018 0:00:47 GMT
God, running away sounded... well, both amazing and even more terrifying. To just start living, just like that. Sadly she was still a werewolf. But she knew he probably knew spells and enchantments to keep her, rather him, safe. She wished she could remember her past changing, how her temperament was. Female werewolves were rare, the males were known to be vicious, but females? But, in a way, they were only cubs. Not full grown werewolves. So she could only expect that she had some sort of tame temperament. Tame, hah, that shouldn't even be in the sentence when it came to describing the creature.
She had buried her face into his chest, inhaling his scent (fresh potion ingredients, mint, his shampoo), closing her eyes as she leaned against him.
Sign my soul over to the devil if that is what it takes.
She inhales sharply at this and seems to hold onto him tighter.
Without end.
....It's a lot for her. Strong promises. She's a werewolf. Promises with that sort of strength.... it was hard for her to believe that they would be kept, but unlike her brother, she didn't argue against them. Severus said he was a man of his word, and she believed that.
"That's... that's all I need. Just you."
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Rose Lupin
Student
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Slytherin
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Post by Severus T. Snape on Oct 18, 2018 11:18:29 GMT
For Severus Snape of all people to make such promises meant a great deal. He wasn't one to make fluffy promises and overtures without planning to truly follow through on them. When he said he would do something, it meant he would do it. That was one of the few things you could count on Severus for – he was a man of his word… and he always chose to phrase things in such a way he could still do it and be truthful. After all, those who were skilled with legilimency, if they somehow broke through his occlumency, he needed to be able to have some sorts of safe guards up.
" Look around, look around at how lucky we are; to be alive right now; look around, look around… Look at where you are, look at where you started; the fact that you’re alive is a miracle. Just stay alive, that would be enough." He took in a deep breath through his nose and held her tightly. "I wish I could take you away from your father, but alas, my home would probably be worse."
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Dating
Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
15
Years
Old
Female - Werewolf at that.
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Purity
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248 POSTS & 2 LIKES
Played By: Emily Rudd
Ravenclaw
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 18, 2018 11:29:58 GMT
She pried herself from him, but only just slightly, just enough for her to raise her hands, to cup his cheeks, to lean in, to ghost her lips across his before pressing them against his, almost urgently. The emotion welling up in her was intense, and she barely had an outlet for it. Didn't know what to do with it other than press her lips against his, sealing that promise with him. Words stuck in her throat, and her eyes widened a little, realizing what she wanted to say.
Could she? No, it was too intense for right now.
She parted from him, eyes half-lidded. "It will be enough. Just having your support. Once, I was facing a downward spiral, but, now, with you here, in my life, my arms, my heart.... I can face anything."
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Rose Lupin
Student
15
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Slytherin
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Post by Severus T. Snape on Oct 18, 2018 11:35:37 GMT
He took a moment, breathing and staring at her, the kiss sealing their promise, their future. There was so much he wanted to say – he could see she wanted to say something too, and he could guess what it was – but he didn't want to make her feel like she couldn't say what she wanted – because he too felt that way. But alas, could he muster up the bravery to say it himself? Even while he looked into her eyes and could feel that feeling coming from her, in her every touch, in each and every kiss. Was it even a risk?
"I – think…" He began, his face still near hers, as if he were about to kiss her again, his voice low and almost at a whisper. "I think I've fallen in love with you." Oh boy, he said it. People would say he was crazy. It had been two weeks – one of which they were 'fake' dating. It was obviously way too soon, and he could hear his heart beating in his ears like a drum.
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Dating
Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
15
Years
Old
Female - Werewolf at that.
Dependent
Purity
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248 POSTS & 2 LIKES
Played By: Emily Rudd
Ravenclaw
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 18, 2018 11:49:13 GMT
She had been having a silent revelation in her own mind as she gazed at him, every second she lost herself into his eyes, the feeling seemed to concrete itself into her heart.
The fake dating had been a window, a door, an unexpected opportunity. He was an unlikely companion, oh but she was better for it. He was better for it. They were better for it. She was an affectionate creation, passionate to a fault. Was she surprised she had fallen so deeply? So easily? No. Not at all. They understood each other, leaned on each other for support.
"Severus," her voice was tight, and it was hard to keep the emotions in check, she seemed to hold him tighter, as if fearing she'd wake up in her bed, in Ravenclaw tower, finding it all a well-formed dream.
"I've fallen in love with you too," there was only certainty with her. "I love you."
Two weeks be damned.
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Rose Lupin
Student
15
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Male
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Played By: Val Bird
Slytherin
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Post by Severus T. Snape on Oct 22, 2018 2:10:39 GMT
He pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "Please don't leave me. You're the only one I need. I can't – I can't do this without you. Can't you see? You're my everything." Man, if you told him two weeks ago he'd fall in love with Remus Lupin's sister, he'd laugh at you – especially if you told him it'd be two weeks in the future when you'd be confessing your feelings.
"I'll promise you forever, so long as you promise the same. I can't imagine how I survived before you – probably by pining over Lily. But… I don't feel like this towards her. I thought it was love, romantic love I felt for her, but it was – it was that I love her in – in a different way. If that makes sense. What I feel for you is different than what I feel for her."
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Dating
Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
15
Years
Old
Female - Werewolf at that.
Dependent
Purity
IS OFFLINE
248 POSTS & 2 LIKES
Played By: Emily Rudd
Ravenclaw
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 22, 2018 15:51:02 GMT
Everything. His everything.. Why would she ever leave? Abandon him? That notion seemed ridiculous in her mind. So ridiculous. Somewhere in her mind, something would tell her that this was moving too fast. But yet it also felt right. So right. She pressed herself against him further, wanting to feel as much as his warmth as possible. She smiles.
"I promise myself to you, now, forever, to the end of our days," she presses a kiss to his jaw and then to his lips. "My love, you don't have to explain it to me, I can see it in your eyes when you look at me. Just as you see it in mine; the intensity, the devotion, the dedication, the love, the trust." She kisses him again. "I know how you love me. I do."
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Rose Lupin
Student
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Post by Severus T. Snape on Oct 24, 2018 5:22:47 GMT
He sighed. At least she seemed to understand his fumbling words and found the meaning within. The thought of the future was scary, but Severus was determined – he had a plan, an ideology, and he was going to follow it – even if it was scary. Even if the thought of bowing to the Dark Lord was terrifying. Even if he was afraid he'd be useless and unable to achieve that future he envisioned. Of course, he wasn't naïve enough to think that he would be able to achieve the perfect future – but anything better than his current life… well, Rose made this life bearable, but he rather try to improve the other areas of his life.
"Good… I don't… know how to voice these feelings very well… I'm sure if someone else heard that, they'd think I was crazy or something. Maybe I am crazy."
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Dating
Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
15
Years
Old
Female - Werewolf at that.
Dependent
Purity
IS OFFLINE
248 POSTS & 2 LIKES
Played By: Emily Rudd
Ravenclaw
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 24, 2018 6:07:05 GMT
"Well....." the word came from her in a sing-song sort of tone, and her eyebrows waggled. "You're no less sane than I am. For sure."
She was leaning against the wall, a small smile on her face. Well, the good news is she felt better. Because of that, she could focus on the rapid beating of her heart as she shyly looked up at him. They were in love with each other. It opened so many doors. Honestly, once she was alone, she would probably jump around like some kid. She! A werewolf! With an honest to god boyfriend! Unheard of!
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Rose Lupin
Student
15
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Played By: Val Bird
Slytherin
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Post by Severus T. Snape on Oct 24, 2018 6:11:45 GMT
"Oh well that's so reassuring," He said sarcastically and looked at her with a chuckle. He took both her hands into his, moving them in fairly fluid movements as if he was dancing with her, albeit a very bad dance.
"I can't believe I have someone as kind and beautiful as a girlfriend. A lot of the guys are jealous of me. Thinking I used the controlling curse on you. I mean, sure I could, but I didn't. And somehow you still chose me over everyone else." Yes he was doing the little happy dance still with their hands connected.
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Dating
Severus Snape (much to her brother's horror)
5th Year Ravenclaw Student
15
Years
Old
Female - Werewolf at that.
Dependent
Purity
IS OFFLINE
248 POSTS & 2 LIKES
Played By: Emily Rudd
Ravenclaw
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Post by Rose R. Lupin on Oct 24, 2018 6:31:31 GMT
"I only speak of what I know, Severus."
She looks at him, smirking as he swung their hands. Such innocence, this was. People were jealous of him? For being with her? What guys? Where were these guys two weeks ago? A year ago? Psh. She gave a bark of a laugh, a smirk on her lips.
"Well, sucks for them. I've been single for four years. Only they are at fault, here. I did choose you. I am glad for it. I'm too wild for a normal boy anyways."
She waggled an eyebrow at him.
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